The tiny drops of rain splash my face once in a while, but I don’t care. It started raining a while ago, but the large tree above me lends me shelter. Today feels relaxing and fresh, the cold breeze touches and caress my skin, my hair, and my feelings.
My eyes look around for something, for everything. A band’s playing a couple meters away, their acoustic sound is what’s calling the rain. The clouds wanted to hear it too. The sweet sound of music playing for anyone who wants to shut up and listen.
The band sounds good, but that’s not all… it looks lovely, in a tiny truck with three guys playing their hearts out and enjoying what the love, living what the are passionate about. Around them and behind you can see a small forest, all the leaves smiling happily and great full for he tunes and the water.
The water is stronger now and I’m getting wet, I get the feeling I want to stand up and dance along with the music they are playing from their heart; across the rain and the soil. And even I know I would feel alive and my friends would love it, I stand up and walk into a small shaft to seek refuge from the rain.
As the car moved gently across the road I stared at the outside night world, and thought of the silence that came with it. “I just don’t get it” he argued to me while we were in the car. – “What?” I responded, turning around to see him. – “The way you are acting. You are so relaxed and calm it makes me sad and uneasy.” he told me looking concerned. It is not the first time he had looked like that, but it was the first time he did so intensely. I grabbed his hand gently and squeezed it just a little. – “What would be the logic and purpose of fighting over the main cause I was surely created?” I responded calmed and serene while feeling dizzy.
How do you do it? Why does my mind and body react the way they do? Have I gone crazy? The simple though of you makes me feel warm and happy.
Is this love? If it is… how do you react to it? Can you control it? Why can I think straight? I feel confused yet confident.
What are you doing to me?, that I cannot understand anymore or find logic in it. So many questions and new emotions in my mind and body that I cannot control them anymore, if I try it I might go crazy.
People say that when you love someone they will take you breath away… but I don't believe in that. Cause when I'm with you I feel the air around me go lighter, I feel my world go slow and my chest more free, I can sense peace and love, and when I kiss you I can feel like I haven't breath any air in ages. Your kisses, they give me life and I feel myself falling right into your arms at peace, right where I belong.